I've been feeling really nervous about getting rejected in my relationship lately.
I’m falling even deeper in love with my boyfriend.
And I wondered, “Is he feeling the same? Could he really love me as much as I love him?”
I asked him last night in bed, as we cuddled with our faces close together…
He responded,
“I find myself looking at you often and think, wow, I love her…and you know, sometimes when you’re with someone for a long time they become less attractive and just more familiar…but you get more beautiful to me each day & I love you more than ever.”
I’ve been in crush-mode all day with sexy butterflies dancing in my belly.
One of the great sadnesses of my life was that I thought I’d never really get loved.
I didn’t just want a relationship, I wanted the real soulful love.
But I knew I had to start with myself, because when it came to self-love, I was one sick puppy.
And that’s where Tantra came in.
For 12 years now I’ve pursued Tantric wisdom and teachings.
Most people get drawn in by the sexual part (totally valid reason!!)
Somehow I got really into the vision of a rich, dedicated, love-affair with god/self/goddess/consciousness for better or worse that started with myself.
Dedication to that transformed not only my inner reality (from hell to beauty) but also my outer relationships as well (from drama and heartbreak to love)
I believe that Tantric wisdom is so needed to unravel all that misery, and worthlessness and self-rejection we’ve inherited.
In 2015, I think we might finally be ready for it.
First we had a revolutionary Yoga wave.
Is Tantra next??
I believe so…
Find out what this tantric revolution is & what it might mean for you in this weeks Vlog below.
Check out my favorite books below if you’re interested in starting or deepening your own Tantric Journey.
Tantra Reference Books:
Tantric Orgasm for Women by Diana Richardson
The Heart of Tantric Sex by Diana Richardson
The MultiOrgasmic Woman by Rachel Abrams and Mantak Chia